Under the knife to better love myself

By: Raunak Singh

Master of Design in Photography

“My body for years has deceived me and with my eating disorder of over 10 years, it has been in flux. I hated my shape in any and all forms so experimenting with the bones and flesh was potentially a way for me to better explore and love myself. In this project I use my own body as my canvas, appropriating surgical traditions and innovations in technologies to create new forms for myself. Some find the topic gruesome whereas others see it as a celebration and transformation. For me, it’s not just about the procedure but the essence of who I am.”

When Ally told me about the breast reduction surgery she wants to get done, I asked her if she’d be comfortable with me capturing the story. We were initially uncertain about getting permission to shoot inside a surgery room, but after some persistence, the doctor gave us permission.